marsha said, "maybe you need more information."  I said, "i just dont really give a shit and dont want to talk to the dude anymore."  she continued encoruaging me to get more info and THEN decide how i felt.  you can tell she's a marriage/relationship counselor.  she's good.

I say to drew, "i was under the impression that  you would call if you were not going to make it home in time for the show.  and then i didn't hear from you so i was confused.  did i misunderstand?"  i was feeling all grounded, semi indifferent, but open.  man, marsha can ground me just by sitting with me. 

he says, "iiiii dont' know," and continues.

ok ima finish this later...nutty calls...