Girls are nuts and relationships are so weird.

I dont like it when you dont text me until late in the afternoon.

im not really worried about anything, like that youre not going to. or that you've had enough of me or something. cuz lets be honest, i'm way too easy and pleasant to be around for you to have had enough. and yes, we have at least text communicated every day for the past month, so one day off, or delayed, is probably warranted. i kind of need a break, too. and i'm not texting you, so why should i expect that you would text me?

because you have every day, that's why. and because i just want you to damnit. say you're thinking about me. say "good morning, gorgeous." say, "i missed you last night." say, "whoa! crazy morning at work!" so i think there's a reason you aren't feeling as romantic this particular morning as you usually are.

i hate caring. i hate wanting things i dont have. i want to be distracted, busy, fulfilled enough by other things that i dont even notice your absence.

truthfully this is better because the last time you were on a textcapade in the morning when i was trying to work i loved it a lot and i was all blushed and distracted and having a great time with your sexually inappropriate texts that make me nervous and excited at the same time. but despite spending that morning in the lighthearted happiness i usually covet, i moved into the afternoon feeling guitly, unproductive, loserish because i can't get motivated for work. so it's better. because today (this writing time aside) i have been super motivated, focused, productive. except i'm pissed cuz you haven't said hello today.

just say hello. come on....