Hey

It was good to see you today.

it's always good though, really, even when it's not.

just a quick note to be clear with my words in case you cant read between the lines of all other forms of expression:

if things dont work out with your current situation, if something inside of you is screaming for something different.  and if that something different also feels true and deep and real, know that i am here hoping you will choose it.

im not saying i will always be here.  i wont wait around as some sort of back up plan.  but i am here right now. and i wanted you to know that you have been in my heart since the day i met you and im not sure why.

so i am sending this note.  but if that something isn't screaming, then all will be well with both of us and this is just a passing, interesting heart experience. and that is more than okay, too.

dont make me wait long for a response, even if it is a response that says you will think about it.  or you wont.

n

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fascinating.

i now see why i love the good wife.  "the romance is one thing but life and a plan is another."

dreaming about him and us and feeling our "love" versus actually writing it out in an email is a completely different matter.  putting your money where you mouth is.

and i was like, um, im not ready to spend that money.  not even close. but how ballsy would it be if i was??

ha.